the love of my life is gone to the Rainbow Bridge

I'm so sad, I couldn't believe it could happen so fast and so bad...My beautiful 15 y/o yellow boy Jerry is gone to the Rainbow Bridge the night of the 31th december .sunday i was putting the leash to walk him out and he fell on himself crying out in pain...monday we went to the vet and he did an x-ray...Jerry had a broken leg so we decided to try surgery. the surgery went well, his heart was still beating but he wouldn't wake up anymore.i know he was so old and his leaving was going to happen anytime soon but i really didn't believe it could happen in such a bad way.i really miss my boy, he was sweet, he was funny and he was the love of life, he had been my first dog, my first labrador, he was there when i got married, he was there when i had my first child, he was never jeaolus, he wal always patient, we spent hours playing outside or simply sitting on the floor hugging he was my boy and i can't believe it's over...i don't know if i can handle this i still see him walkng around asking me to play...bringing me the ball or his preferite toys to battle it with me...today i will have to bring him to the pet cemetary and i don't have th heart to let him be taken by someonelse...i will bring him by myself...Goodbye Jerry, love of my life...i could write tons of words but our moments together will be forever in my heart

We Have A Secret

We have a secret, you and I that no one else shall know, for who but I can see you lie each night in fire glow? And who but I can reach my hand before we go to bed and feel the living warmth of you and touch your silken head? And only I walk woodland paths and see ahead of me, your small form racing with the wind so young again and free. And only I can see you swim in every brook I pass and when I call, no one but I can see the bending grass.
Author Unknown

to my yellow boy

your gold coat is shining in the sun
your face is getting white with age
with my hand i caress your face... your ears...your soft skin
i look into your bright eyes and i'm getting lost!
Run free Jerry!

run free Jerry

The silence of your emotions is flowing in the sky,
small pieces of your heart are flying to the stars,
you will the brighter star in the sky of my life,
you are gone, Jerry,
but as days are passing by,
i will be closer to you,
one day the night will end
and we will be toghether for eternity!
Run free, Jerry

Message from A Little Ghost

"I've explained to St. Peter I'd rather stay here,Outside the Pearly Gate,I won't be a nuisance, I won't even bark.I'll be very patient - and wait.I'll be here and chew a celestial bone,No matter how long you may be.I'd miss you so much-if I went in alone,It wouldn't be heaven for me."
Author unknown
Run free Jerry

missing you every day more

It was dark last night i miss you so much, i'm trying to remember our moments together and now i feel pain, the smiles i missed, the time i didn't spend close to you, you are not here anymore, your eyes telling me i was wrong, where are your loving eyes, where is that look that penetrate inside me no words needed, you were there to help me when i felt i was a looser, you were there to tell me i had a bad fight and it was time to rest. forgive me for any time i disappointed you, sometimes i didn't realize how wise ans simple you were, so clear, so soft. when you went away, you became free, but i've lost you, every time i was so tired to sit with you and simply feel your heartbeating and your soft furry body...that growl that seemed my heart's echo.
Run free Jerry!!!!!!

un grande amore!!!!!

Lasciarti andare è stato diffilissimo, negli anni siamo cresciuti insieme e ora la vita ci ha separato, mi fa male sapere che non sei piu qui a consolarmi, mai nessuno prenderà il tuo posto. Tu c'eri per me e io ero sempre a tua disposizione. Sei parte di me, sei stato un amico un fratello e anche se te ne sei andato sarai sempre con me. Nulla potra cancellare i ricordi di tutti questi anni trascorsi insieme, sempre insieme, nessuno prenderà il tuo posto anche se altri verranno nella mia vita. Tutti i nostri ricordi sono ben chiusi nel mio cuore, anche le stupide litigate, le risate, le lacrime, le nostre paure, tutto quello che abbiamo costruito in 16 anni di vita. Nessuno mai ci separerà e tu sarai sempre nel mio cuore!

Run free sweet boy!